June 6, 2022

Jean Dawson - PORN ACTING*

Jean Dawson - PORN ACTING*

I woke up in a beautiful sunset with the darkness draping across my life like a curtain closing at a theatre. Paperboy is an assassin with those high arching tosses that peak at the roof and land square on your steps. Walking out of the door, I dodged the grenades like a professional. This morning, the world feels lovely. Each step jumps in front of the next as the suicides happen. Overdoses at the coffee shop occur as frequently as ever. You know, just another typical day. 

I work in my cubicle and wonder how long will this cycle go on. Constant questioning of my goals for breakfast followed by some imposter syndrome for lunch. Mmmmm mmmm.

Walk past Jim only to have him dive into my personal space to tell me how much he hates his wife. My final destination is my desk, where I jump into my AirPods and some TPS Reports. The positivity is overwhelming. The number two strikes like a match, and guitar strums creep in like a Lucha libre climbing to the top of a turnbuckle. Flying through the air is an elevated Jean Dawson in full attack mode. The grace of his limbs coordinates into a symphony of flesh, bone, and harmony. Cruising at peak escape velocity, I notice his elbow get into war position. Laying back, I find him landing square in my sternum. The air leaves my body like a bag of potato chips getting popped. I lay on the ground as the referee looked at me in disgust. 

My desk is a mess. 
The boss yells for a meeting. 
I clocked out. Head back into chaos. 
Repeat.